Wednesday, October 18, 2006

MY KING

WOW!

WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE IN LOVE!!!!! WHAT AN AMAZING FEELING!!!! THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS WARM AND SECURE!

DO I FEEL GUILTY? ABSOLUTELY NOT! I HAVE PRAYED AND PRAYED AND PRAYED AND THIS IS GOOD. THIS IS REALLY REALLY GOOD! I DESERVE THIS, I WANT THIS, AND EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS JUST FEELS NATURAL AND RIGHT.

I AM TRYING TO LEARN FROM MY PAST REGRETS. GIVE, GIVE, AND GIVE SOME MORE, BECAUSE EVERY DAY COUNTS. NO INSANE WORD CAN EVER BE TAKEN BACK. DO NOT HURT. DO NOT BE SELFISH. LET THE MAN LIVE. LIVE AND BE STRONG AND TAKE EVERYTHING THAT HE HAS TO GIVE TO YOU. MAINLY - HIMSELF AND ALL OF HIS LOVE AND EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FALL INTO PLACE.

I LOVE THIS MAN. I TRULY LOVE THIS MAN.

I HAVE A PICTURE IN MY MIND OF HIM, AT THE TOP OF A MOUNTAIN. COULD HE BE MY KING? LAUGH)))

I BELIEVE HE IS...

2 comments:

Ms. Skywalker said...

who are you talking about?
:)
kidding! love ya lance!

Becc said...

You know... you and Lance could talk directly at sky_blue_north so you don't have to use my blog anymore....

Love you too, my lil friend!