Sunday, November 19, 2006

TANGLED WEB

LIFE CAN BECOME A TANGLED WEB FOR SOME PEOPLE. A LIFE, THAT FRANKLY, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH.

I BELEIVE THAT LIFE IS TRULY BEAUTIFUL AND THERE IS BEAUTY TO BE FOUND EVERYWHERE. EVEN THROUGH THE GREATEST DIVERSITY IN LIFE WE EITHER CHOOSE TO BE POSITIVE AND FIND THIS BEAUTY OR TANGLE OUR OWN LITTLE WEB AND DRAG EVEN THE PEOPLE WE CARE FOR THE MOST INTO THE MISERABLE WEB WE WEAVE.

IF SOMEONE CHOOSES TO HURT ME I CHOOSE TO LET THEM GO. YES, I FORGIVE. YES, EVEN PEOPLE THAT HURT ME ARE GIVEN A SECOND CHANCE, IF I BELIEVE THEY WON'T DO IT AGAIN, BUT I GUESS I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE NEED TO LIE INSTEAD OF TELL THE TRUTH AND NOT PASS THE BUCK. I AM ONE OF THE FIRST TO STAND UP AND SAY, "YES. I SAID THAT. AND I AM SORRY." OR "YES. I DID SAY THAT AND IT IS HONESTLY THE WAY I FEEL. I'M SORRY IF THAT HURTS YOU AND THIS IS WHY I FEEL THAT WAY." BUT I WILL NEVER BE THE ONE TO MENTION SOMEONE OR SOMETHING THAT WILL HURT THE ONES I LOVE. I DON'T LIE AND DON'T WEAVE A WEB BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HURT PEOPLE. EVEN IF IT IS TO SAY, "SHE SAID" INSTEAD OF "I SAID".

POINT BEING: LIFE IS WONDERFUL..

AND I WILL TRY TO ERASE THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE DO TO HURT ME ESPECIALLY THOSE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

Monday, November 06, 2006

UPDATE

HEY ALL! WELL, IT'S ME AND I'M BACK! I DON'T NORMALLY USE MY BLOGSPOT AS AN UPDATE, BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY.

LIFE IS GOING GREAT! STILL NO NEW JOB, BUT I'M NOT REALLY CONCERNED AT THIS POINT.

THAT NASTY FAMILY, WHO'S NAME WE WILL NOT MENTION, FINALLY RELEASED MY LAST LITTLE BIT OF MONEY, MY ATTORNEY IS PAID IN FULL FOR HIS SERVICES, I SOLD MY RENTAL UNDER A SHORT TERM LAND CONTRACT, LANCE FOUND A GREAT APARTMENT IN DOWTOWN ALPENA ABOVE A CHRISTIAN BOOKSTORE (WE'RE HOPING TO FIND A HOME WITH THAT SAME WONDERFUL FEEL), THE GIRLS ARE HAPPY AND FEELING SASSY AS EVER (LORD HELP ME), MY HOUSE IS OFFICIALLY ON THE MARKET, MY TRUCK IS UP FOR SALE (LET'S HOPE I CAN FIND SOMETHING WITH BETTER FUEL MILEAGE), THE ANIMALS ARE GETTING BIG AND DESTROYING THE HOUSE... ALL IN ALL, LIFE IS WONDERFUL AND GOOD!

I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS BACK AT MG, BUT STILL FEEL THE CONNECTION TO THOSE THAT MEANT THE MOST TO ME EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT TOGETHER AND I HOPE THEY WILL USE THIS SPACE TO KEEP UPDATED ON WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH MY LITTLE LIFE.

I'LL BE IN MIDLAND THIS UPCOMING WEEKEND MOVING A FRIEND. I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER. I HOPE THIS WILL BE THE NEW BEGINNING SHE HAS BEEN NEEDING.

THANKSGIVING WILL BE DOWN IN ANN ARBOR THIS YEAR WITH A FEW SURPRISES AND NEW FRIENDS TO BE MADE. I'M VERY EXCITED ABOUT GOING DOWN!

WELL, THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. I DO HAVE A BUSY DAY AHEAD YOU KNOW!?! LOL...

KEEP SMILING! IT'S CONTAGOUS!

BECC