Friday

I want to go home.

Home to a life of security.
Home to a life of being outdoors.
Wandering in the woods,
Picking flowers.
Two tracking around in my pickup truck.
Walking the beach at the bay.
Riding around on my snowmobile in the sun.
Taking a four-wheeler anywhere I want to explore.
Laying down on my bed,
Looking out the window,
Hearing football in the living room.
The smell of a roast in the oven.

I miss home.

Worrisome

Well, it's been almost 1 month since I have blogged. Sad. Isn't it. It's not that I don't think about it. I am just hesitant to do it at work and by the time I get home, I don't even want to look at a computer!

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Here is what your day can feel like when you are thinking of the one you love but cannot reach that person:

Longing:
1. strong, persistent desire or craving, esp. for something unattainable or distant: filled with longing for home.
2. an instance of this: a sudden longing to see old friends.

Concern
–noun
1. worry, solicitude, or anxiety: to show concern for someone in trouble.

Worry
–noun
1. a worried condition or feeling; uneasiness or anxiety.
2. a cause of uneasiness or anxiety; trouble.

Anxiety
noun
1. A state of uneasiness and apprehension, as about future uncertainties.
2. Psychiatry: A state of apprehension, uncertainty, and fear resulting from the anticipation of a realistic or fantasized threatening event or situation, often impairing physical and psychological functioning.

Anger
–noun
1. a strong feeling of displeasure and belligerence aroused by a wrong; wrath; ire.
2. Chiefly British Dialect. pain or smart, as of a sore.
3. Obsolete. grief; trouble.

...and when the moment finally happens:

Relief
–noun
1. alleviation, ease, or deliverance through the removal of pain, distress, oppression, etc.
2. a means or thing that relieves pain, distress, anxiety, etc.

...plus tears of joy and relief to alleviate the tension.