Saturday, September 29, 2007

Garbled Unpublished Thoughts


I have so much that I want to blog, but the thoughts and words are garbled in my mind and just sit in there. I think it is related to the full moon.

I have found that I have had peace and quiet when I have blogged in the past. That isn't happening here this weekend. (Especially when you have two 11 years olds and a 13 year old stomping through the house, all pouting at the same time, because you know I simply am NOT fair! ) The longer we are here the more the house is always filled with the laughter and chaos of girls. We love it, but it makes for little quiet time, until the moment of sleep.

I just know boys have to be easier!

Peace all.

Please check out Tabba's post from Sept 16 at http://stretchedtothelimit.blogspot.com/2007/09/sunday-morning-song-of-moment_16.html . I love that song and video. I would post the video myself, but our little Mac here won't let me. Plus, it was hers to begin with. (sending smiles))))

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Message In A Blog



I read Message in a Bottle recently. A beautiful poignant love story. (It left me feeling a bit emotional and lonely but I have gotten good at making myself busy and pushing such feelings aside.)

The book definitely hit home for love lost and true love again discovered.

I would recommend Nicholas Sparks - Message In A Bottle to anyone, but not to those that are still dealing with the loss of their mate without the comfort of a new true love.

I was able to relate to both sides. Thankful.

His words of "And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about the moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head and cry and cry and cry."

My dear dear friends... these dreams will pass and I am sorry that you are feeling the pain you are. I can only pray that time will heal this for you.

...and his other words, "...Before we came together, I moved through life without reason. I know that somehow, every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step toward finding you. We were destined to be together."

Does destiny exist? Is it possible that the dearest people in our lives are brought there for purpose?

"...with a gentle touch he said, "Who do you think brought him to you? I know that you will be okay now."

The last dream I ever had he was walking backwards in the white street. Happy, the happiest I had ever seen him in a dream. The next day his brother died.

I had since moved on in life, and was fortunate to have found a love deeper than any ocean, but since that dream I have been completely at peace and he has not returned for a visit. Dreams now are always of L, and L alone. Offering, as he always does in life...

Love, protection, peace, and happiness.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Yippee

This has been sitting in Draft for awhile, but didn't want you to think that I ran away...

Well, life is back to normal.

I did 8 loads of laundry yesterday. Vacuum every day. The dishwasher runs twice a day. The lights are going on early due to the season change and number of bodies in the house.The bathroom is constantly occupied. The day is continually running away from us. Lance is still working long hours (so has his moments of needed solitude).

Punky is loving school and volleyball! She is in advanced math this year and Spanish (which will give her her first high school credit!) And she is in symphonic band (which is for the more advanced players) We have really watched her "come out" since we've been here. I love it!

Peanut is Peanut every day. Thrilled to go to school and just seems happy this year! She has such a gentle soul...

Work is mingled into the mix of our busy day. I am loving some of the extended hours I have been keeping.

Life is good!