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Monday, April 02, 2007
POSTPONEMENT
I WAS SO HAPPY AND SO EXCITED ABOUT OUR WEDDING PLANS. EVERYTHING WAS COMING TOGETHER PERFECTLY. I EVEN WENT DOWN TO MY GIRLFRIEND'S HOUSE THIS WEEKEND, AS SCHEDULED, TO MAKE WEDDING INVITATIONS, BUT NONE WERE TO BE MADE. WHY? BECAUSE, ONCE AGAIN, OUR WEDDING LOCATION WAS UNDECIDED.
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OF A BAD DREAM THAT I HAD LAST NIGHT, MAYBE I'M JUST DONE WITH THIS WHOLE "BEAUTIFUL WEDDING" IDEA. WITH A WEDDING AS SMALL AS OURS, I DON'T THINK OF THE FLOWERS AND DRESSES, AND RINGS, AND VOWS AS BEING "A WHOLE MARKET". I THINK OF IT AS BEING A REPRESENTATIONS OF OUR LOVE. I DON'T WANT TO BE MARRIED BY A JUDGE, IN A ROOM FILLED WITH NOBODY, NO PICTURES. I WANTED THIS TO BE PERFECT, RELAXED, AND EVERYTHING WE HAD HOPED FOR.
I JUST WANTED A SPECIAL WEDDING DAY FOR US. A DAY THAT OUR GIRLS WOULD REMEMBER AND RESPECT AND SOMEDAY SAY, " I WANT A DAY FILLED WITH LOVE LIKE MOM AND LANCE HAD. "I'M NOT LOOKING FOR "OKAY. WE'LL GET MARRIED THERE, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT."
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME. I KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO MARRY ME. BUT I WANT IT SPECIAL. NOT JUST "THE DAY WE GOT MARRIED" AND I KNOW YOU DO TOO. TO ME IT'S NOT A MARKET, BUT ABOUT A VERY EXCITED LITTLE GIRL DROPPING ROSE PEDDLES ON THE GROUND AND FEELING LIKE THE PRINCESS SHE WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO BE AND HAVING YOUR FACE SOFTEN AS YOU SEE ME FOR THE FIRST TIME, IN THE DRESS THAT WAS MEANT ONLY FOR YOU.
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, I WILL SLOW THINGS DOWN; UNTIL THE DAY WE CAN GET MARRIED, IN THE FORM THAT WE BOTH WANT, AND THAT WE ARE BOTH COMFORTABLE WITH.
PATIENCE- R
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OF A BAD DREAM THAT I HAD LAST NIGHT, MAYBE I'M JUST DONE WITH THIS WHOLE "BEAUTIFUL WEDDING" IDEA. WITH A WEDDING AS SMALL AS OURS, I DON'T THINK OF THE FLOWERS AND DRESSES, AND RINGS, AND VOWS AS BEING "A WHOLE MARKET". I THINK OF IT AS BEING A REPRESENTATIONS OF OUR LOVE. I DON'T WANT TO BE MARRIED BY A JUDGE, IN A ROOM FILLED WITH NOBODY, NO PICTURES. I WANTED THIS TO BE PERFECT, RELAXED, AND EVERYTHING WE HAD HOPED FOR.
I JUST WANTED A SPECIAL WEDDING DAY FOR US. A DAY THAT OUR GIRLS WOULD REMEMBER AND RESPECT AND SOMEDAY SAY, " I WANT A DAY FILLED WITH LOVE LIKE MOM AND LANCE HAD. "I'M NOT LOOKING FOR "OKAY. WE'LL GET MARRIED THERE, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT."
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME. I KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO MARRY ME. BUT I WANT IT SPECIAL. NOT JUST "THE DAY WE GOT MARRIED" AND I KNOW YOU DO TOO. TO ME IT'S NOT A MARKET, BUT ABOUT A VERY EXCITED LITTLE GIRL DROPPING ROSE PEDDLES ON THE GROUND AND FEELING LIKE THE PRINCESS SHE WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO BE AND HAVING YOUR FACE SOFTEN AS YOU SEE ME FOR THE FIRST TIME, IN THE DRESS THAT WAS MEANT ONLY FOR YOU.
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OUR RELATIONSHIP, I WILL SLOW THINGS DOWN; UNTIL THE DAY WE CAN GET MARRIED, IN THE FORM THAT WE BOTH WANT, AND THAT WE ARE BOTH COMFORTABLE WITH.
PATIENCE- R
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