WELL, MY TWO WEEKS UNTIL COMPLETION HAS BEGAN.
HOW DO I FEEL? STRESSED, TIRED, BETRAYED... DEFINATELY BETRAYED. THERE WERE ONLY 3 PEOPLE THAT I CONSIDERED CONFIDANTS HERE AND ONE OF THEM BETRAYED ME. YOU CAN ALWAYS TELL WHICH ONE IT IS... THEY CAN'T SEEM TO LOOK YOU IN THE FACE OR SMILE. I THINK IT'S A SENSE OF EMBARRASSMENT, MAYBE FROM BEING ASHAMED OF YOURSELF AND THAT PERSON SHOULD BE. IN THIS CASE, GOOD FOR ME. GOOD FOR ME BEING "HONEST TO A FAULT" AND FINDING MY WAY OUT THE DOOR. YOU, MY FRIEND, ARE STILL STUCK AT THAT DESK THAT YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT DAILY, WORKING WITH ANOTHER THAT GETS EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND DESERVE BUT DO NOT RECEIVE, AND FINDING NO GRATITUDE FROM YOUR PEERS.
I WILL FIND MY WAY. I HAVE A HUGE SUPPORT GROUP (TAKE A LOOK AT THE PICTURE). NOT ONE OF THEM WILL BETRAY ME, NOT ONE WILL BELIEVE ME TO BE "HONEST TO A FAULT". MY PARENTS ARE PROUD OF THE WAY THEY RAISED ME. I HAVE A MAN AND A BEST FRIEND THAT WILL CONTINUE TO STAND BESIDE ME AND GIVE ME THAT LITTLE KNUDGE THAT I NEED AND ESPECIALLY THAT HUG.
SO AS I LEAVE AND START MY NEW ADVENTURE, KNOWING I HAVE SUCH INTEGRITY AND HONESTY IN ME, KNOW "THE BIG GUY UPSTAIRS" WILL REWARD ME FOR MY KIND BEHAVIOR AND I WILL NOT JUDGE BECAUSE THAT TOO SHALL COME LATER.
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- I AM AN INCREDIBLY HAPPY, MARRIED, MOTHER OF TWO BEAUTIFUL GIRLS. I LOVE MY HUSBAND AND CHILDREN SO MUCH, SOMETIMES IT'S HARD TO BREATHE! LIKE MANY PARENTS, I AM CONSTANTLY ON THE GO WITH MY CHILDREN, MAKING TIME TO GIVE ATTENTION TO OUR LABRADOODLE, ENJOYING THIS BEAUTIFUL CITY, AND TRULY FINDING THE BEST IN PEOPLE AND ABOUT THIS LIFE THAT I LEAD. LIFE HAS DEALT ME MANY DIFFICULT HANDS, BUT ALSO SO MANY BLESSINGS. I'M AN OPTIMIST.
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You're right, on all counts. They definitely don't deserve you, and there are places that would love to have an employee like you.
Don't let others actions bring you down. (and save your breath, you don't need to tell me to take my own advice.)
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