TURMOIL

WELL, IT SEEMS MY LIFE IS ALWAYS IN A TURMOIL, OR AT LEAST HAS TURMOIL IN IT.

FIRST, I HAVE AN EX BOYFRIEND THAT WILL NOT LEAVE ME ALONE. HE HAS TURNED INTO A TRUE PSYCHO! AFTER INVESTIGATING, I DISCOVERED THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT HIS PHONE CALLS, UNTIL HE ACTUALLY CAUSES ME HARM.

SECOND, I'M SELLING MY RENTAL ON A LAND CONTRACT AND THAT SEEMS TO BE A MESS RIGHT NOW. I NEVER COUNT ON THE MONEY UNTIL I ACTUALLY HAVE IT IN MY HAND, BECAUSE THESE THINGS HAVE A TENDANCY TO FALL BY THE WAY SIDE. EVERYTIME MY REALTOR CALLS, I JUST SIT THERE AND HOLD MY BREATH IN HOPES THAT THE OTHER PARTY ISN'T CANCELLING.

THIRD, I THINK I'M PLAYING A WAITING GAME AT WORK. WELL, I GUESS I KNOW THAT I AM. WAIT TO SEE IF I'M FIRED. WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS. IT MAKES ME SO TIRED. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP.

OH! BUT WAIT! DID I TELL YOU ABOUT THE GREAT THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN MY LIFE?!?

I HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE HOME, A FRIEND THAT I COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT, AND A MAN THAT I ABSOLUTLELY ADORE. YES. I COUNT MY BLESSINGS DAILY AND I AM VERY THANKFUL FOR THEM AND I FEEL GUILTY EVEN LOOKING AT THE NEGATIVE.

SO, THIS IS ME PULLING MY SHOULDERS BACK, RACING MY HEAD UP, PULLING MY HAIR BACK, AND TAKING A STEP FORWARD.

I AM TRULY SO TIRED... BUT THESE THINGS TOO SHALL PASS.