Day (Not sure)

Seems like it's been a lifetime. Harder when one of the girls is sad and crying. Want to hold her and make it better.

Don't understand how you can just release a living being. Turn your back on it, like it never mattered.

More Later.

Day 20

So I missed several days.
Very lonely today. Very.
Wish I was headed to the cabin.
The worst feeling in the world is feeling lonely even when you have people around.
Sometimes just a hug and a smile and feeling important to those you love is all it takes.
39 days to go.